Not interested; I'm still here, I'm still alive, can anyone hear me? Is anyone listening? I'm easy, naive, stubborn, depressed, wise, dumb, psychotic, anorexic, losing my mind, loud, screaming, hurt, cutter, fake, reckless, hopeless, weird, shy, crazy & I'm a little dead.
I swear you’re making no sense
You’re the dumb bitch. I’m not a liar. I know what the fuck happened. You weren’t there at all dumb crazy bitch. I hope you flaunt your looks so much that you’ll turn hideous soon like you’re personality. Karma bitches whore.
To do list:
Find second job
Focus on studies
Stop skipping class and catch up
Get promoted to crew trainer
Stop spending so much
Watch fireworks with babe and girls
Spend time with my number one girl
Keep it steady on drugs
Clean teeth
Go to the clinic
Eat healthy
Start working out more
Get $30 from sister
Get more shifts
To buy list:
Lingerie - $60
Thigh high stockings - $8
Jeans - $20
Jean jackets - $60
Flowers - $15
Whitening strips - $50
gas mask - $70
Bong /pipe - $30
or grinder - $20-30
Lipstick - $18
Mascara - $16
Mmmm got to get stacks big !!
Day 1 without you and I’m pretty lonely. I’m constantly thinking of you and stuck here. I miss you. Come back safely.
How the fuck are you listening to me when I’m trying to fix us? You fucking lie to me and act like I don’t have a heart? I changed? I’m the same fucking person as before. I’m just caring more and more about things. I don’t need this and I definitely don’t need you. If you can’t deal with me , did you ever love me at all? Fuck you.
1. My babe walks me home all the time I go over. Rarely he doesn’t.
2. My babe pets mr. Fluffes with me even though we think he has lice.
3. My babe asks me if I’m okay when I shake.
4. My babe ties my shoe laces for me.
5. My babe loves my body.
6. My babe gets extremely jealous.
7. My babe hates it when I don’t text back immediately.
8. My babe waits until I fall asleep first on the phone with him.
9. My babe and I have I love you wars.
10. My babe likes to poke my armpit and tickle me.
11. My babe hates the wild side of me.
12. My babe laughs when I say potato and touches his double chin.
13. My babe and I pig out together. Sometimes he feeds me or the other way around.
14. My babe teared up because of me.
15. My babe gets distracted by me.
16. My babe hates it when I leave.
17. My babe likes sleeping on me.
18. My babe wants me to go to school.
19. My babe waits for me when I walk slowly.
20. My babe doesn’t like it when I’m mad at him.
21. My babe doesn’t mind me acting like a baby.
22. My babe acts like a goof sometimes.
23. My babe and I wrestle.
24. My babe blazes with me.
25. My babe looks at me and smiles when he’s drunk.
26. My babe loves me even more when hes drunk.
27. My babe is very protective of me.
28. My babes scared to lose me.
29. My babe and my dad are alike.
I’m higher than the birds. I feel greater than ever. I’m feeling good, feeling important. Im chillin like a villain.
Don’t mix it up for love.
I don’t want to be fat. That’s my worst nightmare.
Are you fucking retarded? Why would you invite a rapist to your party? Fully knowing that he fucking hurt me. You are seriously a down graded fucked up friend. All those times I’d try and find rides for us late at night while you don’t care. All those times you always think about yourself and try so hard. Honestly. Really. Wow. Some best friend you are.